If you want me..

Are you really here

or am I dreaming

I can't tell dreams from truth

for it's been so long

since I have seen you

I can hardly remember

your face anymore

When I get really lonely

and the distance causes our silence

I think of you smiling

with pride in your eyes

a lover that sighs

if you want me satisfy me

if you want me satisfy me.

Are you really sure

that you’d believe me

when others say I lie

I wonder if you could

ever despise me

when you know I really try

to be a better one

to satisfy you

for your everything to me

and I’ll do

what you ask me

if you’ll let me be

free

if you want me satisfy me

if you want me satisfy me

When your mind's made up..

so

if you ever want something

and your call comes

then I'll come running

to fight

and I'll be at your door

when there's nothing

worth running for

when your mind's made up

when your mind's made up

there's no point trying to change it

when your mind's made up

when your mind's made up

there's no point trying to stop it

you see

you're just like everyone

when the shit falls

all you want to do is run

away

and hide all by yourself

when it's far from

there's nothing else

when your mind's made up

when your mind's made up

there's no point trying to change it

when your mind's made up

when your mind's made up

there's no point even talking

when your mind's made up

when your mind's made up

there's no point trying to fight it

when your mind's

your mind's

there's no point trying to change it

so

if you ever want something

when your call comes

then I'll come running

Lies..

I think it's time, we give it up

And figure out what's stopping us

From breathing easy, and talking straight

The way is clear if you're ready now

The volunteer is slowing down

And taking time to save himself

The little cracks they escalated

And before you know it is too late

For making circles and telling lies

You're moving too fast for me

And I can't keep up with you

Maybe if you slowed down for me

I could see you're only telling

Lies, lies, lies

Breaking us down with your

Lies, lies, lies

When will you learn

The little cracks they escalated

And before you know it is too late

For making circles and telling lies

You're moving too fast for me

And I can't keep up with you

Maybe if you'd slowed down for me

I could see you're only telling

Lies, lies, lies

Breaking us down with your

Lies, lies, lies

When will you learn

So plant the thought and watch it grow

Wind it up and let it go

The Hill..

Looking up the hill tonight

When you have closed your eyes

I wish I didn't have to make all those mistakes and be wise

Please try to be patient and know that I'm still learning

I'm sorry that you have to see the strength inside me burning

Where are you now, angel now

Don't you see me crying

And I know that you can't do it all

But you can't say your not trying

I'm on my knees in front of him

But he doesn't seem to see me

But all his troubles on his mind is looking right through me

And I'm letting myself down deciding is falling you

And I wished that you could see I have my troubles too

Lookin' at you sleeping

I'm with a man I know

I'm sitting here weeping while the hours pass so slow

And I know that in the mornin' I have to let you go

And you'll be just a man once I leave to know

For these past few days someone I don't recognize

This isn't all my fault

When will you realize

Lookin' at you leavin'

I'm looking for a sign